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Yet another thought...

This post may go against what I said here, but it’s also true.

No matter how much encouragement your friends give you, when they say “It’s his loss” or “You deserve better,” it’s still pretty hard not to feel like the world has ended and there’s no hope for you. It’s hard not to feel like there’s something wrong with you, that you don’t deserve to be loved and you’ll never be loved.

Then again, that’s your mindset. You have to push yourself to feel better and make this your reality. It’s not easy, but it’s possible. :)

Take time to sulk, to grieve, to wallow in self-pity, but no more than a weekend. Then get up, find ways to recover. It’s hard, yes, but you can do it.

what if...

blinksoflife:

I know this is random…but it’ll be fun to discover what people would do given a situation.

This could either ruin your days, or you might discover hidden dreams you have inside all these while. So let’s play a “what if…” game.

We all have heard about the mayan prophecy of 2012, or the so called Nibiru planet that will hit Earth, and others like it.

Some of us think that this is a joke, just another one of those “end of days” stories, like how it was when we were approaching the year 2000. But there are some who felt that a change will happen to the overall consciousness of human mind. It doesn’t matter which category you belong to right now.

So first, let’s just put your opinion aside and pretend that this is what’s going to happen in the next few days or so:

One day, President Obama went on live television and broadcast an important message, not only to the people of America but to the whole world.

There he stood calmly and tell the whole world that it’s been confirmed that on exactly 21st of December 2012 at six in the afternoon, the Nibiru planet will hit planet Earth causing massive damage that is insolvable even by the greatest scientists and engineers in the world. And the government couldn’t do anything about this but to accept the fact. There will be no military preparations and others to try and stop this rock from hitting the Earth, because as soon as the rock hits our hemisphere, it will only take a blink of an eye before it’s all over; something that is unavoidable and thus he decided to make it known to the world.

And right now, we have exactly 2 years from the date.
What would you do?

You’re not given a warning about something that is to happen in a few more days, or weeks, or months. But two solid years.

What will you do in that two years? What would you like to do? Pack your bags for a trip around the world, finally have the courage to start something new, find a new job, quit your job, quit school or college, have a baby, look for your love, tell the person you can’t tell that you love him/her, run away and elope with your lover, or make a plan to use up all your savings to live a luxurious life without having to worry about future finances?

As you reblog this, write what you would do below and pass it around :) Remember this is a game.

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The prospect of the world ending scares me. More so that if it’s going to end at a specific time. In some cases, I don’t mind deadlines but not like this. So I’m praying with all my might that the world will not end in 2012. But since we are not sure, here’s what I’d do.

1. I’d confess my feelings to this guy whom I’ve had feelings for in nearly six years.

2. I’d quit my job to free up time for me to do the things I want like…

3. Draw more

4. Write a novel

5. Hang out with friends more

6. Visit my family more often, go around seeing my relatives and get to know them

7. Borrow $1M and say I’ll pay it within five years (hehe), then spend it all

8. Go to a new place every month

9. Go up to the people who have a grudge with me (long story) and tell them “Screw you. Life’s too short to worry about revenge.” (pun not intended)

10. In relation to #1, ask him to marry me and make those two years the best years of our lives.

There’s still a lot more, but this will suffice. I realized that my things to do is really all about me, selfish.

But even if the world won’t end (yet), these are still things I need and want to do (except maybe #7, and good luck to me on #9).